Fight

Well we had a fight Friday night. I went a couple houses down the street to my friends house to get out the house for awhile. Well while down there she wanted to watch a movie. So I called home to have my son record my show. Well my husband yelled at him cause he didn't know what channel it was on and told him to go upstairs. Well when I tried to call back and find out what was going on he first wont answer the phone. When my husband finally answered he said if you want something recorded come home and do it your self. Well you know that didn't go over very smoothly. I came home and yelled what the heck is your problem. First he states he was half sleep and was confused and then states that our son came down and changed the channel on him. Well of course I caught him on that one. How can you be watching TV while you were sleeping. I said my peace and left the room. The next day I made him talk about what happen. I don't want to hold grudges anymore. I hope that will make a difference.

Thanksgiving

Well Thanksgiving will be here next week. My daughter and her husband will coming to our house. So if things keep going as they have things should be fine. There has been no fighting or yelling in a long time. I am hoping for a happy day. I'm going to push for him to cook somethings. I have to admit that I want him to help but I am one not to ask for help. Some times I don't ask for help cause I don't want to hear that he doesn't want to help. Some times I just want to be super mom and do it all by myself. We have been shopping together for food which I think might be a mistake. We always seem to spend alot more money when he tags along.

Our children

I have two children that our 15 years apart in age. They both have a love hate relationship with their father. Their father lets things go till it drives him nuts. Then he flips. So he thinks he is being gentle with them when in reality he is causing more harm then good. My daughter had the chance to move out at 18 and she took it. She ran out the door. I fear for my son that he will become the same angry person. I already see angry issues with him. I just hope its not to late.

First therapy appt

Well we had our first therapy appointment. I am not sure I like the therapist. I don't know if she understands my husband anger. Maybe she thinks that he has been married this long how bad could it be. I do have to admit we always get along better when we are in therapy. This is our third time going. We have been getting along much better these past few weeks. I still urn for my freedom. Which I think most wives do. I think its time to set up another night out with the girls.

A little better

Things have been going alot smoother. The only thing now is he can not understand why we don't have any money. Its all about what he wants and he wants it now. He has never paid any of the bills. That's my job. So I guess I look like the bad guy when I say we don't have any money. We go to our first together counselling session next week. We will be going to his counselor. I am not thrilled with mine. I have been stronger about my feelings and speaking up when something is brothering me.