Today is a New day!!

I will day be happy. I will push all negative thoughts from my mind. I almost went negative when in my car my CD was in the radio. I was ready to start bad mouthing my husband. But instead I thought of reasons he may have taken it out. Then I called him and wished him a great day. Which I knew would make him happy. I have to remember the more negative you give the more you will get back. I need to stop it and think positive to get positive back.

Biology of Belief

I started reading "Biology of Belief". I have to admit its a little hard to understand some of what the author is saying. It has been a long time since I have study cells. I am taking it slow. I hope to talk to my friend to get a better understanding. But from what I do understand, I like. I have to read alittle more before I can start to say what the author is saying. I may have to reread what I have read so far. Hopefully by next week I should be able to give you an idea as to what he is saying.

Wayne Dryer

Its been several days since are big fight. My husband can not understand why I am mad at him. He feels we didn’t even fight. I tried to explain to him that he was doing all the screaming and yell and would not let me say a word. He just does not get it. He missed this week’s therapy appt due to being sick. He is supposed to make the next one so that both of us can attend. I am at my wits end right now and don’t what to do. If he is not fully understanding how he sounds how is he to understand what he is doing to me and our son!

I was flipping through the channels the other day and Wayne Dryer was on the PPS station talking about his book. The book is called “Excuses Be Gone”. It talked about you can accomplish anything you want if you get rid of the excuses. This really intrigued me so of course when I went to the book store to buy it they were sold out. I hope that means it’s a good book. I ordered the book and should get it by Thursday. This is one thing I do a lot is make excuses. I am not sure if I do that because I really don’t want to do what I am making excuse for or if I really don’t think I can do what I am planning. Hopefully this book will make an impact on my life