Monday, June 15, 2009

Back on Track

We seem to be back on track. Thank God!! I think once he gets things off his chest he feels much better. I have to admit I still go back to when we lost the house we were going to buy. I still feel the pain in my heart. It will be a year in 4 days. I think it might take another year to really feel better about the whole house issue. When I do think about it my eyes tear up my chest hurts. My husband and I have heard the word no for so long now you think we would be use to it. When people say it was meant to be that to me feels like a sack of shit.

Some times it just seems that life isn't going your way. You sit back and watch your friends have their good times, yes sometimes bad times. It seems to be more good then bad. They go on vacations have great Christmas's' and birthday parties for their children. You just wonder what you did so wrong in life to be where you are.

Don't get me wrong I know there are people alot worst off then me. We just seem to be stuck in that spot of too much money for help but not enough to pay all the bills on time.

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