Our Trip

OK so we did our trip!  It was beautiful!!  We really had a good time.  No fighting no dirty looks. I tried my best to be careful what I ate, while we were away.  But I can not say I was perfect.  We meant people from Canada, and people that live very close to use.  Its a small world. We saw lots of deer, but no bears.  The deer must have been so use to people we were able to walk right up to it.  The mountains were so beautiful.  But when the fog rolled in while we were driving up the mountain that was a bit scary.  There were a lot of bicyclist, on the roads, which made driving even more difficult.  You never knew what was going to be around the bend.  I would love to go again.

Weight Watchers

Well I started Weight Watchers the last week of April.  The first week I lost 4.8 lbs.  Now one thing you need to know is that I went to a different spot to get weighed plus I was first weighed in the evening the second time was in the morning. Then the following week I went to the first spot got weighed and was told I gained .2.  Now I am so confused.  I think from now on if I cant go to the first place I will skip my weigh in that week.  I doing what they call is a point system.  I am allowed 25 points a day plus you get 35 flex points.  So far I have not used my flex points.  Some members feel you should use the flex points.  I have decided yet about that.  Every time you exercise you can receive points also.  My thoughts on that is if you use those points what is the sense of exercising.

Next weekend is the big trip!! I am nervous and excited at the same time. 

Playing Games

My husband and I started fighting this morning over stupid things.  The first was when he asked me if I was getting in the shower.  I said yes I need to get in first because I need to run out and do stuff before the party.  Then he yells at me that all I needed to say was yes.  Which deep down in side I knew that I needed to tell him that.  Maybe I should have said to him this morning that I need to run out before we leave for the party.  Then I hear him fighting with our son who is getting in the shower next.  So I scream at both of them to stop fighting.  That my husband should get in next.   Think problem is solved.  NOOOO!  I rush to get ready and where is my husband out side washing my car.  Well guess who can not go any where.  Before I go out and say anything to him I take a deep breath and pour on the sweetness. So I ask how long will you be and he gave me a dirty look.  Then I say I need to run out before the parties.  He then says three hours.  I then say I guess we wont be able to go then.  He says good. I go in the house and try to calm down but can't.  I go back outside and calming say take your time cause we really  dont want to go to parties our son wants to make plans to go fishing.  He says ok tell him to go ahead.  So a little upset I go in and cancel both parties.  About 20 mintues later he comes walking in saying you can go get what you need for the party now.  Of course I tell him I canceled so I don't need to run out.  He dosen't understand why I did that.  He tells me how I have problems and that he was just being spiteful.  How he really didn't want to go to the first party because he dosent get along with this one guy and he really didnt want to see this other guy.  The whole time he is saying this he is yelling at me and telling me I need therapy.  Then after all that he says that we are going to the parties. 

Weekend getaway!!!

My husband and planned a weekend getaway.  We will be going to Skyline Drive in VA.  We will go down on a Friday and come back on a Monday.  I can hardly wait.  Not sure what clothes to pack.  Not sure how the weather is in the mountains specially at night.  I picked a room with a king size bed and a patio.  What I want to do the most is just walk throught the trails.  My son will be staying with his sister for the weekend.  I can hardly wait.  This will be our first paid weekend away in all the years we have been married alone.  We will be married 24 years this May. 

Do you want a credit card?

I have a question.  I would like to know who hates it when you are shopping and at the check out they ask you 50 million personal questions.  What’s your phone number, what is your email address and do you want to apply for a credit card.  Its kind of hard to say I will not shop in that store anymore, because all the stores do it now.  They push their workers to ask these question by saying if your numbers are low we will let you go.  I think as the customer we should stand stronger and say no.  You don’t need that information.  If I want to be on a mailing list I will ask you.  If I want your credit card I will ask to fill it out.  If you don’t like being asked these questions tell them.  Write the store and complain.  What if you had a stalker?  They could be in the store with you hear you give this information out and then they too would have your personal information.

New Moon

I watch the "New Moon" movie and really enjoyed it.  Since I have read the books I am in no hurry to pay to see the movie at the theater.  Waiting for it to come out on DVD is just fine with me.  I have my son hooked on the movies.  I will be reading the newest book by Stephenie Meyer. The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner: An Eclipse Novella (Twilight Saga)

It will be out in hard cover June 5.  I would love to see her continue the story where the last book left off.

Confused

Lately I have been depressed.  I am more confused then I have ever been.  I feel that going to therapy I should feel better.  But it seems the more I go the more I feel I need to work on.  What my true wish is to get me back.  I feel I lost myself somewhere.  This is not where I have planned to be.  I always felt I would have a friend who would drop by for no reason other then to say hi.  I feel I have given so much of my self to others and have not gotten that in return.  I feel that way about my job also.  The more you give the more they take.  Sometimes I just want to say f@@k the world.  When will it be my turn.  I listen to people be all the time.  The worst part of that is that when I am home I am so tried of listening I can not hear them.  That is not right.  If I am going to be really honest I am starting to not hear anyone any more.  How do you take a break from that.